i like music but i hate it when people have pointless arguments about it. i am by no means a music snob. i feel that lables are pointless. i like cheese and bread. i am a vegetarian. i say soda but it comes out of a pop machine. i like to hang out at the airport. i make strange noises in public. and sometimes just when i'm talking to myself. i love animals. i might become a cat lady. i enjoy hair dye and making caves out of blankets and chairs. i enjoy the tremors movies far too much. i have a dead owl named george; his head comes off. and if you shake him hard enough, it spins around. we stole him from the art room when i was in high school. i want to go to finland. i have a very strange sense of humor which few people understand. i enjoy funerals and funeral homes. i would love to drive a hearse. i paint and write and draw; none of this do i do very well. i adore chinese food and tacos. i can play the tuba, it makes me happy. i don't hate you, i'm just indifferent towords your existance. i don't like cake or ice cream. i would like you to have a fucking wonderful day.

postcards, photographs, books, writing, painting, making a mess, drawing, kittens, fresh laundry, crunch leaves, tape, tacos, vodka, saddlecreek, music, tubas, bottle caps, love, loss, animals, thinking, dreams, tarot, movies, art, finland, chinese take-out boxes, eyeliner, post-its, matching scafs and hats, death, pretending, tofu, pants, cooking, boxes, making forts out of blankets and chairs, grass, rain hitting windowpanes, prose, fiction, imagination, permanent markers, the smell of burning wood, log cabins, candles, tea, funerals, chapstick, early american history, alphabetizing, organizing, concerts, auntiques, envelpes, stars, downtown omaha, underwear, old book smell, herbs, tobasco sauce, wandering aimlessly, getting lost, driving at night while it's raining with the radio on, having nowhere to go, phone calls, body art, socks, journals, blood, medical history, trivia, hope, cubicals, tall buildings, light, sound, air, movement, dandelions, laying face down in the dirt, making mix CDs, paranoia, mental illness, sleeping, throwing paint, street signs, balloons, untuned pianos, masks, blinds, snow, fire, numbness, safety pins, street lamps, license plates, nostalgia, daisys, plague, glass, peroxide, hair dye, razorblades, colors, the human condition, hanging out at airports, observation, listening, empathy, giving gifts, stealing instructional signs from public restrooms, department store smell, memories, sidewalk chalk, water, ideas

15 minuets late, 30 seconds to mars, the 69 eyes, a static lullaby, actionslacks, afi, alkaline trio, the american analogue set, animal collective, antony and the johnsons, the apples in stereo, architecture in helsinki, ariel pink's haunted graffiti, armor for sleep, art in manila, azure ray, band of horses, beat happening, beep beep, belle and sebastian, billy tallent, bloc party, bonnie prince billy, the books, brand new, bright eyes, broadcast, broken social scene, the bruces, capgun coup, captain beefheart and his magic, carissa's wierd, cat power, cat stevens, circle takes the square, circulatory system, camp kill yourself, clap your hands say yeah, commander venus, count the stars, cursive, daniel johnston, deathcab for cutie, the decemberists, desaparecidos, dinosaur jr., dntel, echo is your love, enon, the faint, the fall of troy, the family radio, finch, flowers forever, flyleaf, funeral for a friend, gabardine, gerbils, gnarkill, go sailor, the go! team, his infernal majesty, home grown, hometown hero, hot water music, howie day, idiot pilot, interpol, if society, iron and wine, janis joplin, the jealous sound, joan jet, joanna newsom, king missle, loudermilk, major organ and the adding machine, maria taylor, mates of state, the microphones, mirah, modest mouse, mogwai, mother goose, the mountain goats, music tapes, negativland, neutral milk hotel, now it's overhead, okkervil river, the olivia tremor control, OOIOO, the oranges band, orenda fink, pajo, pedro the lion, peppermoon, rainer maria, the real tuesday weld, regina spector, rilo kiley, sebadoh, senses fail, sentridoh, shiney toy guns, sigur ros, silversein, the six parts seven, slowdive, son ambulance, sorry about dresden, statistics, tapes 'n tapes, tegan and sara, telephone, thanksgiving, thursday, tiktak, tom waits, the used, the violent femmes, weezer, wheatus, white magic, xiu xiu

harold and maude, sleepy hollow, requiem for a dream, eraserhead, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, edward scissorhands, the nightmare before christmas, big fish, elephant, mallrats, ghost world, the life aquatic, tremors I-IV, four rooms, the majestic, secretary, the good girl, children of men, girl inturrupted

i don't own a tv

dry, running with scissors, magical thinking: true stories, possible side affects, sellevision, blindness, well, freezing, the catcher in the rye, the self distruction handbook, the perks of being a wallflower, lock the lock, the little prince, nine stories, tokyo suckerpunch, hokkaido popsicle, dreaming pachinco, the crack up, the awakening, franny and zooey, raise high the roofbeam carpenters: seymore and introduction